I saw this quote and it immediately melted my heart and made me think of my precious angels growing inside of me. They are so tiny and helpless and each day is a new obstacle for them. I know them as really strong individuals already. Every time the monitors prove their hearts to be strong, I just can't help but to feel so proud of these two little girls. God already knows them and living inside of me, they have this fighting chance of beating the odds that are against them. We're a good team : me, dadda and these girls.
This experience has changed me already, and I know at the end of it all I will have completely transformed. People say it all the time: life is so precious. It really is. It's so fragile and everyday is a blessing. I'm much more aware of that now. Each day counts.
I read a woman's comments in another momo twin support group and she was talking about how she was an anxious person and she thinks that's the reason she was made a momo mama. I can totally relate. We lose all control of the outcome here. There is no way to plan for a due date or have any expectations. Our pregnancy and lives could change in an instant, and that has been a hard pill to swallow. As time has gone on and our pregnancy has progressed, a peace has slowly come over me and I know it's in God's hands. I do what I'm told by the doctors and besides that, I have no control over this pregnancy. I just try and tell the girls how much they are already loved by so many people that can't wait to meet them. -- but we all definitely want to wait for at least another month or 2!
Grow babies grow :)
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On a lighter note... Here are a few photos from my visitors today. Aunt Bobbie cracks me up and we had a lot of fun today with just us girls. It was a rainy day but having mom and aunt bobbie here made it bright & beautiful. Plus they brought me flowers to liven up this room :)
Then Wayne stopped by for a nice surprise visit. It's so good to catch up with him :)
Hey missy.... life is so precious. ... one day your girls will look back on your postings and know how very much they are loved and when they have children of their own they will know the love and sacrifice a parent will endure for their child. .. love to all of you and prayers... Debbie ♥
ReplyDeleteVery true. I am lucky to have the best role model for unconditional love and sacrifice, my mama. Miss and love you!
Deletei absolutely LOVE reading your blog, youre such an inspiration. We havnt kept in touch over the years but somehow our motherhood has bonded us. Im the mom of three special needs children, who would have thought when we were all kids this future would be before us. You look great, keep up the awesome spirit. Were praying for your family <3
ReplyDeleteHi, thank you so much. You must be busy busy with your 3 sweethearts ;)
DeleteHope you and the family are well.